but i don't wanna go to the doctor..

I had an appointment with my dermatologist today.. I set the appointment to go over my skin care regimen because the last thing I want to worry about on my wedding day is a pimple. The next thing I know.. I'm laying on the table topless while they numb me up stick me with a needle and take a chunk of skin out of my back. fun.


When I was little, I had small mole on my back directly between my shoulder blades. In high school I noticed my mole suddenly had a white ring around it. By the time I hit my twenties the mole was gone but the white spot remained. I mentioned it during my appointment and boom.. now here I sit with two stitches in my back awaiting lab results to find out if its cancerous. EEK!


I'm not sure what's more fun.. laying there why they stick me with needles and gouge my skin.. or sitting here pain free waiting on results.


I have faith everything will be fine. People get checked for skin cancer and results come back negative all the time.. right? Right. I look forward to reporting back that I am cancer free. Two weeks folks! Two weeks!